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Weakness and strength....

I m sure we all have it no matter how long or short the list will be....
This may be natural born, our upbringing...our happen with our experience...

These weaknesses may affect our life or end up making up for someone else defect in life
Can’t really justify as every case is different from the each …
For me I sort of have them combined …as my strength is also my weakness.

My need for being independent does not come …by day in fact it has been years due to the family upbringing I have, my experience in life and my personal CARE list for loved ones and family.
Things have to be done by someone, as always that person will end up being me.
I have to be strong mentality and physically at all times for the challenges life shown to me…

I suppose that’s considered strength for me …but it’s also my weakness as I don’t seem able to stop or ask for help anymore…

Whatever wall I might bang in or how many rough patches I have to walk through I just choose to do it myself…with my “Me, Myself and I” theory I created for myself a long time ago.

Of course I feel tired and there are no words to explain how I feel any more.
I guess I don’t feel so many emotions so much nowadays, I only feel pissed most of the time…

Lucky me I have the “curse”, pride , conscience and an average EQ to cover it …can’t bring myself to imagine what will I be without those.

I may end up with some sort of freaky mental sickness…..ha ha ha

What do you think about those with their strength and weakness stuck together????

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