Professional .............

Received a bloody long icq from my superior ...Yeah de Superior BOOBSter
It goes like this :-

You have received a message!
Dear Alexis,
I understand your feeling and situation.
But at the same time, I hope can you think positive to promote Teisseire promotional items.
It is critical now and not that we want to push the responsibilities to you, this apply to everybody and i will ask every other sales PIC to do the same thing.
Just tell customer this is having promotion and short shelf life, encourage them to do drink promotion as well during this festive season.
This is how a professional sales person should do.
Have you ever try to talk to them?
please act positvely and hope not to hear the same explanation on next week dialog.
Put your self on my shoes since you were a manager before, if your staff tell you negative feedback on promotion, how should you do?
Thanks for kind concern!

Regards,
Cxxxx

well , i not being uncooperative here ...
But the problem is I am also having tons of complaint by my customer which i cannot answer.
Due to some Lampard mgt unable to make decision. We are stuck with all these never ending issues.Let me elaborate more ...due to some so called mgr and mgt planning and decision for the new sales staffs .It does not include the so called beverage training. So how da hell to SELL?
The volume derived from the system itself is only from me and my partner in crime.
Every single time meeting or speak of these item ...we will be the only ones everyone is looking at.WTF ...can you sell 1 btl of these ????

Now the stocks are not moving and you want me to clear stock and push to my customer ??
I honestly do not know how ...
Maybe the company does not belong to my daddy so i won't be as heartless as you ...

Then the never ending "LE TOUR DE GARDEN" were unable to give any pointer nor directions to people ...if we are still going to carry this item.
If it is going to be discontinued just say so. Simple right ?
At least we can tell our customer honestly and not continue to bla bla bla
The existing customer base for this item , no doubt so fed-up to listen to our explanation.
They just gave up waiting for the so called stocks that supposed to be coming ...from neverland.

How to be professional when u always go to the field with guns but no ammo ...
How to be professional when there is no directions given ...you just go
How to be professional when , you are always alone when you need back up ...
How to be professional when you are waiting for an urgent answers all you get is"Le Tour De' Garden - round xxx and still touring

Yeah , maybe I m not qualified to be professional as you are, coz i have some conscience in me.
Maybe i never wanted to be a professional if I were to work and act like you.

I was a manager before and i can tell you the way you handle yourself and people Suxx to the Max
Thats why nothing is working unless you COMMAND , THREATEN & PULL WEIGHT of The Higher Superior as you usually does.

You can bloody well ask anyone who know me or work with me before all these years , how I work.
Biatchi born with the GOlden Spoon ..can you put yourself in OTHER'S SHOES?
By the way who is the other PIC who have done any sales for this ?
I really want to know as you stress it so much that not pushing to me ..

Look at the way you communicate with people "Thanks for kind Concern!"
Wow thats is one HELL of a Motivating line ya !! I just wanna tell you Fxxk off lar !!

The Journey ........

The journey have begun ...
with so many things to do and to finalize ...I wish i have more time.

Well nothing is easy to start ...to juggle between so many things at the same time it is sure hectic as hell.

Even i may hate safari and the animals in it very much,I still wanna do well in my job.
I wanted to hit my sales target this year too,as i have a 3 years record of it i dun wanna drop it just like that.I want to do it for me not for anyone else .
I also want to start my online baking business ...thats my dream.
Is it too much to for a girl to ask for?I dunno i just wanna do my best!!

People may think i m crazy or not being logical,scarifying sleeping time and money to invest in stuffs.I haven't been sleeping much since i started the journey.I haven't been buying stuffs for myself lately too.
No matter how much i like or love those things,i did not buy any of it.It's not easy for a shopping freak like me .

It all will be worth while for the goal that i want to achieve i know it will be.
Sometimes i hope and wish people around me can be bit more understanding as well.
Time and effort to perfect something is a must.There is absolutely no shortcuts in that.

If a loved one tell you his piece of mind on what you are doing " will not matter any more if you xxxxxx".What will you feel ?I feel like just giving up to be honest.I dint bake for a week plus after he told me that.I just took some time to decorate my cakes.
For god sake i am not even doing anything else.
I admit , i m not good with my time management,I m still learning to do it.

But think for a minute if i were to really put everything into a time block , will you be able to take it ?
I were to give up will you be happy ? To think of the stuffs i invested and the things that you help to invest in ...i dunno how to just walk out and dump it all away.
I feel i owe it to you and myself to see it work out if it's not going to be successful.

Is it so bad?Till the extend of being branded as a person not keeping her words.
I just feel sad sometimes coz the things needed to be done need time,it doesn't mean I dun make time for you or don't think of you.
Maybe it's me the perfectionist that can't take things half heartedly;thats why i took so much time...

"How can love make someone feel like sacrifice in everything they do for the other half?"

Sometimes i do wonder to do or not to do...
Wish me luck , i don't get so down to the extend of giving up.

The journey is indeed tough ...

Thank You

It's been a while i been away from the keyboard.
Life have been a bit jumbled up for me physically and mentally ...i would say stressful indeed .

Where the is an end there will be a beginning.
It's true , I went through a stressful time to get used to being single again.
Work haven't been good as well .You are never heard and appreciated at all ...
Working for a Chinaman company , hm ...enuff said .

Well we are all only humans , no matter how strong we are ...we will still be shaken up , lost or even depressed when change is happening.
Depending on what the matter that we are going through.
The transition period is always the hardest ...but once you passed it , it ain't that bad also.
Life still goes on , the world never stop turning .

Ending a 10 years relationship isn't easy, took some time to settle down again .
Anyway i m glad that after all that we can still be friends to each other and not turn sour as what usually happens. Full of anger and hate ...that isn't what i hope for .

Honestly there is nothing to blame as human are pretty weird on this thing call "love"
We did what we can during the period we are together ...
All i can say is too bad , he never listen and i got my ideals ...
In a relationship i believe we have to always give and take , not to take things for granted from each other .

I just want to say thank you to him for being there for me the past 10 years of my life .
Maybe it's fated that we can not finish the journey together .
We can still start off a new one called friendship .

Well , I m thankful that we have found new happiness in our life now.
I wish you all the happiness and success in your future life to come.
New goals and Dreams are in line. I will be happy to work my arse off for it !!
Coz that's all I wanna DO , wanna live a new life & Be happy.

Life's too short to not enjoy and be Happy!!