The journey have begun ...
with so many things to do and to finalize ...I wish i have more time.
Well nothing is easy to start ...to juggle between so many things at the same time it is sure hectic as hell.
Even i may hate safari and the animals in it very much,I still wanna do well in my job.
I wanted to hit my sales target this year too,as i have a 3 years record of it i dun wanna drop it just like that.I want to do it for me not for anyone else .
I also want to start my online baking business ...thats my dream.
Is it too much to for a girl to ask for?I dunno i just wanna do my best!!
People may think i m crazy or not being logical,scarifying sleeping time and money to invest in stuffs.I haven't been sleeping much since i started the journey.I haven't been buying stuffs for myself lately too.
No matter how much i like or love those things,i did not buy any of it.It's not easy for a shopping freak like me .
It all will be worth while for the goal that i want to achieve i know it will be.
Sometimes i hope and wish people around me can be bit more understanding as well.
Time and effort to perfect something is a must.There is absolutely no shortcuts in that.
If a loved one tell you his piece of mind on what you are doing " will not matter any more if you xxxxxx".What will you feel ?I feel like just giving up to be honest.I dint bake for a week plus after he told me that.I just took some time to decorate my cakes.
For god sake i am not even doing anything else.
I admit , i m not good with my time management,I m still learning to do it.
But think for a minute if i were to really put everything into a time block , will you be able to take it ?
I were to give up will you be happy ? To think of the stuffs i invested and the things that you help to invest in ...i dunno how to just walk out and dump it all away.
I feel i owe it to you and myself to see it work out if it's not going to be successful.
Is it so bad?Till the extend of being branded as a person not keeping her words.
I just feel sad sometimes coz the things needed to be done need time,it doesn't mean I dun make time for you or don't think of you.
Maybe it's me the perfectionist that can't take things half heartedly;thats why i took so much time...
"How can love make someone feel like sacrifice in everything they do for the other half?"
Sometimes i do wonder to do or not to do...
Wish me luck , i don't get so down to the extend of giving up.
The journey is indeed tough ...
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