I find life is weird, always full of unexpected twist and turns ..
Even though you hate it or love it ...it still have to go ON..
The world will still turns, the responsibility on our shoulders and chest will not reduce a tiny bit.I have outgrow the upset and dissapointment feeling all these years..Most of the time i get pissed off.
Until i found out that in my (ME, MYSELF & I) life there is another person who cares...
It sound and feel very confusing ..coz for a straight forward person like me unable to find any answer.. Never expected it though from the same person
Even if i can but there is the logic, virtue &and values of me which I cant ignore as well, even though i may not be an angel.
I was thought to be responsible for the decision I make in my life, and will stick through it no matter how bad or ugly things will turn. I cant even go pass my conscience to do bad things to people.
For this decision i made ,may make the one who understand and care life's hell...
The stakes are high and the consequences are too much to even think of..for everyone’s sake.
I wish there was another better solution …but there are none...
Judgement & conscience over heart matters , will you be able to make a decision???
Even though you hate it or love it ...it still have to go ON..
The world will still turns, the responsibility on our shoulders and chest will not reduce a tiny bit.I have outgrow the upset and dissapointment feeling all these years..Most of the time i get pissed off.
Until i found out that in my (ME, MYSELF & I) life there is another person who cares...
It sound and feel very confusing ..coz for a straight forward person like me unable to find any answer.. Never expected it though from the same person
Even if i can but there is the logic, virtue &and values of me which I cant ignore as well, even though i may not be an angel.
I was thought to be responsible for the decision I make in my life, and will stick through it no matter how bad or ugly things will turn. I cant even go pass my conscience to do bad things to people.
For this decision i made ,may make the one who understand and care life's hell...
The stakes are high and the consequences are too much to even think of..for everyone’s sake.
I wish there was another better solution …but there are none...
Judgement & conscience over heart matters , will you be able to make a decision???
Decisions are painful, because it is about making chioces.
ReplyDeleteEven the decision to not make any is a choice.
Judgements made usually are towards certain parties in favour.
The party that does not benefit from that would usually suffer.
But that does not mean the person passing judgement will feel any better. Most of the time, the person who decides to choose suffers most.
What it takes is for that judgement to be honoured & respected, even if to the one who cares, it doesn't make sense.
Maybe this serves as a lesson to all that things, or people, once encountered, we should not let go. Or the wait to even voice out will take 6 million minutes.
Look deep inside urself, Freak Queen.
Maybe the best of love was not meant to be "owned", but to be cherished, even for a mere evening.
And NO, I am very undoubtedly sure that the person who cares will not choose to live another kind of living hell if given the choice to choose again.