Ms Independent or Alpha Female ?? (2)

I m a bad person when I'm pissed off otherwise, i m considered a nice person de..
Thats just a recap in some of my not so good experience...but through out the years...i kept reminding myself i can do it, if there is no one to depend on..you have to learn to depend on yourself.

I even earned mysefl a 'Silver Medal' in FHM Flambe competition..dun think i can put the year in(reflects my age).I guess the hard work ,sleepless night and of practising did paid off well , on top of that it was my first time entering those competition.Gosh I practised so much on the Flambe until i got so sick of the Dragon fruit & starfuits...havent had it in years.

I extremely hate to go home...coz i cant stand mom nagging, until the extend that dad notice and have to slow talk me to go home.Everything I have i can proudly say i earn it with my own hands...I could say i m lucky ...after a few job hopping around i managed to earn a four figure sallary at the age of 20.From waitress to captain.
I earn my fist credit card about a year leter coz at the time unfortunately i was not in the legal age to own one. How ironic can it be, i m earning the sallary but i cant have the privelege others are enjoying..those days its CC company its strict on approval..

Did Food and Beverage for many years one of my personal target is to be at least an assitant manager by the age of 23.I did and i m actually not in western outlet anymore.In that age its not acceptable to be an AM for the chinese outlet and further more i cant speak and write a single chinese word.It took me about 2-3 months time to pick up how to write and read some neccesary words in my job.
I m proud to say i did conquered them ...with hard earned respect and also some of my temper ...hm in the chinese outlet you can either be fierce or be bullied espcially by those kitchen guys ...

What I learn all these years, if you want someone's respect you gotta have to earn it..Other than than you gotto have a storng will to suceed coz shit always happens and comes in all sizes and forms...depending on how lucky is your day...

I have become a totally diferent person from the day i move in KL.I may become a very difficult person compared to what I used to be, but I can say i have no regrets and I'm proud to say i earn it myself...

My last post held was a Restaurant Manager in KLCC, handling about 18 staffs ..with NO staff turn over,an optimum level of food cost and labour cost are maintained, one of the stongest team in the KL region and on top of all its one of the few outlets which also achieves the $$ target.

Dunno can i be classify as one of those Alpha Female or Ms Independent ..or maybe both??