Fatigue......tired just dont seems enough to describe my feeling anymore.
The extreme feeling of wanting to just give up on everything ........
I wonder why every page , topic and chapter of life is so tiring.
What is it that i tried so hard to do or achieve i don't Know any more.
Right now all I can feel is physical and mental NUMBNESS.
Savings money all donated to xxx person,new coming to be saving all spend on others most of the time.Home and family internal and external affair all taken care of ...
Work all the good , bad , the shit and the garbage is settled ..by me.
Do I look like I consume petrol or am I some sort of android or cyborg.
I may bitch about it but never ask for anything from anyone ??? Did I ever ask for anything ??
Anger have outgrown with time..the only emotions left is dissapointment and numbness.How long can I go taking care of everything and everyone...
Is it something I did in my previous life , now its coming back to me like a karma..??
Will I breakdown and go crazy??Or just choose to hibernate forever...
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