Laziness - Passive sins

Just dunno how to react any more .........feels so emotionally and physically exhausted.

Apart from the nearly 4 hours of meeting and an earful need to do from the head of department and GM.
went for a good friend car club launching on the evening.Had a great experience at a car club first official gathering , reach home about 12am.

The first thing that greet me is "The Phone cant be ON and got problem" ....
Thats a good one , i dun even have 1 min to check on his phone ...he continues bra bra bra ...in a tone that i felt like , i have spoil his phone or made the wrong choice buying it as a gift for him.

Well..he was FB playing games when he was saying this to me, gosh since when i become a bloody technician anyway.I guess today was a no emotions day for me ...i didnt even raise my voice and took out the old phone in the drawer and pass it to him.

After all was done i took his "problem phone" to open up everything and charged it..
Left it there for about 15 mins try to ON and OFF for 2-3 times ......Damn its working again.
If my assumptions is correct, the phone batt maybe totally flat , so cant even on while its charging ..need to charge up till sufficient batt to be able to function.
He didnt even want to try again ...and ask me go check at LY.
I understand he is tired but how about me?I m seriously a human after all even though i m a freak..

Some people are just so lazy...and just do things simply...as they wish.
Cant they just give it a thought before doing something.To the extend of even boiling water also so damn lazy to pour out the cold water from the thermos,just pour in hot water and let it mix with cold water inside....
I mean whats the point of boiling the water in the first place???

Is it a curse of blessing in disguise that i am always stuck with family, people and things like this??
I think part of this things happening to me is coz i was too damn nice and independent. As always in the back of their mind i will settle and take care of all the shitty stuffs. Have anyone asked me what i want?? Cant they take care of their own matters?? Or was i too demanding to others?? I just dunno .........

Just feel so exhausted ......totally cant feel any anger at all now, dont feel like talking at all ...I just feel like wanting to fall in a deep sleep and never wake up again.
My memory and ram are coming close to "0" now ......dunno how long can i last before my EMO outbusrt..
Hope i dont do anything stupid to anyone or myself.
I will keep this blog as a reminder to myself.

Eleanor Roosevelt quotes

"So much attention is paid to the aggressive sins, such as violence and cruelty and greed with all their tragic effects, that too little attention is paid to the passive sins, such as apathy and laziness, which in the long run can have a more devastating effect.”